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On my way home from work today,
I tried to wave and smile to as many people as I could. Every day I was going to challenge myself to smile at one more…
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Stupid idea…
One of my many
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"I know you wanted it bad but I will most likely break your heart
Too many complications, also I like just the attention
I dont want anything real with you
So keep loving me until I go away with someone else
I already have my eyes set on someone else
Idk what happened wih her
If that thing was solid I wouldnt have come to you
You are my next best option
Just keep playing my songs
Be in love with me
I like it
I wouldnt move even move my finger for you
Let alone talk to you
I only love you on UD
Outside UD you are just a stupid bitch believing the bullshitiest things in the world
But I wont correct you
I wanna drive you crazy literally
Go take that therapy babe
You're crazy
I want everyone to know
I am too egoistic to fix this
But will keep sending you romantic tweets
Like a carrot on the stick
Like a drug
So that you keep being in love with me
I will also hate if you talk to your exs
But I wont ever give you real love
UD is all I have for you
by Randomnes2.0 May 11, 2022"
931 thousands of times I wish I didn't allow myself to look up and really look at you that day.. Those were the words that I read while loving you, wholeheartedly with my fragile and pure heart. I cried everyday for you. My life did not get easier. Many things have happened since, and you have been the only one that I write for. You judged, mocked, and laughed at me when you did not know my side of stories and feelings, or didn't have the correct information. Crying while writing these.
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And then, couple of days days ago we had a long talk, when you told/disclose/confess me everything including all about chatting via email...and then I expressed my concerns/feelings regarding this matter...at one point, you asked me to forgive you. I forgave you for the second time stating that this is the last chance, I forgive you now, me time if I see or hear anything else then I will not forgive you...I will seek my own way and you yours..I will file for a divorce...you can do whatever you want with that person if you think he still loves you, I will keep the pups with me...as I forgave you ...we came to a decision that you won't go there ever again...then i have seen changes in you... yesterday all day long you were very energetic, focused, you did all the work, cleaning house, taking care of pups, playing, outing for a walk with them. You seemed more jovial, vibrant, hectic... you had shower everyday and you gwt back your spiritual connection... But tonight I can see that something isn't right... you have been to here again despite telling you not to go .. and reading all the post again, Including today's post 25th..you won't be changed. You tell me what should I do?
J--- silence. .
Later that night, in bed...
Conversation 2
by 143254 :) December 27, 2021
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Conversation 2
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My senses
You are feeling up my senses like no one else...
You love me beyond measure 💗
You feel me, make me happy.. still..,love me, take care of me in a one that no one else can make me feel like this before and no one will be ever..
You get sick only for me, you feel sick because of me, my lovely, I wanna kiss you and make you feel better...
I miss you so much! Badly, crazily..
You fill up my senses...
I wish you will love me, feel me like this way for the rest of your love ....
I love you
by Tyler hero.. December 31, 2021
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Talking about the time I threw up and wrote about it? 😉 Perfect timming... Haizz.. keep lying to the world.. and the world is small. :)
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Conversation is when two or more persons talk with one another...
An example of conversations can be like this...(of last night).
Hugo-- What are you doing? I know exactly what you are doing now....reading those posts....what did you do last one hour and half? You were quiet.. You have done nothing! You told me that you are going to make cupcakes! But all the ingredients is still in here.... you have been to ud again and reading those posts. How many times I told you not to go there? Can't you forget that person? Still? I told you that you wouldn't get out of this unless.... You should stop this...
Jane--- listening him silently...
H---- Look I am a human being, I forgave you 6 months ago for the first time for what did to me. Infact I didn't take it that much seriously and I thought that things will be okay...then again this is more serious! You were crying, called mum and disclose it! not only that you asked me to tell them and you already thinking of co-parenting!!! You have gone to the end of the edges!!! You were soo desperate that you wanted to make it happen! You wanted to abondon me!
Conversation. .I don't know what to do now..
by 143254 :) December 27, 2021
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Conversation 1.
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I think about you every day, wonder what you’re doing, imagine us together. You’re so gorgeous, inside and out. There are two places that I’m especially dying to…..
Something I’m watching in myself, like is this healthy to be thinking of you so much? We’re probably idealizing each other. We don’t know each other enough. I just know I like you and I'm strongly compelled to know you better.
But I'm dealing with some shit. I'm a mess and also doing really well, in more than one way. There is context I wish I could explain, like why I’ve been back and forth, but I don’t want to write here. This is really not private, I’m pretty sure an UD editor found me on social media. If I stop showing up online, it isn’t because of you
I'm grateful for your presence ❤️
931 Wish I could hug you, I hope you felt loved today
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You
are the cascading light
over horizons
of shadowy peaks and valleys
fleeting glimpses
bright glare
breaking the surface of deep water
emerging to verdant life
that only we see
Your whole self, how?
capable of affecting me
golden warmth
take my breath
melt the world
931 ...you
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